Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Almost "not pregnant"

Wow, I'm really almost not pregnant any more. My hCG level is down to 48, 9 days after miscarriage. That's even lower than my first level, on March 31. Just pray that I don't get stuck in that land of "almost not pregnant" that I've seen some women stuck in for weeks. I'm ready for my body to move on.

It's weird, I can really, really feel the difference in hormone levels from last week to today. Even when I cry, it's not a crying of hopelessness and despair, but just an "I'm grieving" cry.

2 comments:

Monty said...

I hope your HCG reaches negative very quickly.

Still thinking of you and praying for you and your babies. I am so sorry for your losses

Megan said...

I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Take care of yourself.