It's weird, I can really, really feel the difference in hormone levels from last week to today. Even when I cry, it's not a crying of hopelessness and despair, but just an "I'm grieving" cry.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Almost "not pregnant"
Wow, I'm really almost not pregnant any more. My hCG level is down to 48, 9 days after miscarriage. That's even lower than my first level, on March 31. Just pray that I don't get stuck in that land of "almost not pregnant" that I've seen some women stuck in for weeks. I'm ready for my body to move on.
It's weird, I can really, really feel the difference in hormone levels from last week to today. Even when I cry, it's not a crying of hopelessness and despair, but just an "I'm grieving" cry.
It's weird, I can really, really feel the difference in hormone levels from last week to today. Even when I cry, it's not a crying of hopelessness and despair, but just an "I'm grieving" cry.
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I hope your HCG reaches negative very quickly.
Still thinking of you and praying for you and your babies. I am so sorry for your losses
I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Take care of yourself.
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