Four.

Olivia would have been four today. It is so hard to imagine having a four year old girl, especially with three little boys running around the house. I bet she would have been my sweet little helper. Mommy misses you, but I'm so happy that you are with Jesus now. Happy birthday!

 "It's such a cruel thing to lose a baby. Nothing is ever untainted again... not even hope."
-Lady Agnes, Upstairs Downstairs.

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